I wish i could ..

I wish I could understand or see the motives and intention of the people around me. To be honest even some of the intentions and motives of some of the people I call friends! I don't know where this sudden influx of paranoia stems, but I can't shake the feeling of individuals smiling in my face, but dogging me all at the same time. How would I react if I knew how people really felt about me?






I know that you can't make people love you or treat you the way you treat them, but I can wish can't I? I really feel like some thing is coming, but I can't put my finger on it.




I wish we could all just get a long. I wish we can all just be real in our lives for once!