True relationship's are when-

Problems

A BIG THANK YOU!

Thank you for loving me


Thank you for looking after me

Thank you for your concern

Thank you for not judging me

Thank you for supporting me

Thanks for the shoulder


Thanks for the hug

Thanks for being there

Thanks for holding me up

For all the tears we've cried together

For all the late night laughter

For all the words of encouragement

For all the spilled out garbage

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you

What else can I say but thank you to all my devoted friends

Got this in an Email

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. As  we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.



You will have your heart broken more than once and it's harder every time.


You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.


You'll fight with your best friend.


You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.


You'll cry because time is passing too fast.


You'll eventually lose someone you love.


Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Despair out loud

Despair and fear

Its all despair when no one hears

My soul is searching

It mounts to you

Its like a whisper, its like a flute

The midnight fence, that holds me back

It aches my heart with metal bars

Despair is all i know

Despair its lonely yet its my home

Despair is simple, it holds 7 words

Despair

come join me

We wont die alone

ALONE

Alone I sleep,
And alone I wake,
Alone I dream,
And alone I ache,

Alone I live,
And alone I cry,
Alone I think,
And alone I'll die,

Alone I try,
And alone I fall,
Alone I fail,
And alone I crawl,

Alone I break,
And alone I sit,

Alone I was,
Alone I am,
And alone I'll always be.

Some Words On " HURT"

" Words and hearts should be handled with care;

for words when spoken, and hearts when broken

Are the hardest thing to repair"!

'Broken hearts hurt more than broken bones'

' Getting hurt in the past will never be a reason

to hurt someone in the future'

'Its Funny how the people that hurt you the most

are the ones that swore they never would! '

' Hurting back the people who hurt you,

makes you just like them'

'Waiting is painful, forgetting is painful,

but not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering!' 

'Not all scares show, not all wounds heal.

sometimes, you can't see the pain that someone feels'.

Ironic...

Isn't it ironic?

We ignore the ones who adore us,

Adore the ones who ignore us,

Love the ones who Hurt us

And hurt the ones that love us!

LOSS OF WORDS..

Its strange, i have all these feelings and emotions running through my heart and mind, yet i am not able to find the words to describe how i am feeling or what i am going through as of now. 

Its ironic when there is so much going on , on the inside, one finds it difficult to explain and express about it on the outside!

This is kind of what i am feeling right now... 

I am at a loss of words...! :( 

One day one's world could be all honky dory, happy, bright and cheerful; and yet the very next day that same happy world could come crumbling down on you!

I don't think i'll be posting much in terms of my own writings etc, as i just don't feel up to it, or have the energy to express and explain what i am feeling; so would just let a few songs, their beautiful lyrics, some poems, sayings etc etc do the talking and expressing for me instead.

Not sure, and don't know how long i will be in this state of mind though, a few hours, days or a month or so perhaps;  but untill then..would just let the music, songs, poems, speak and  express the well of different emotions that are occupying my mind and taking up the energy in/of me.

For as the saying goes ' MUSIC IS THE MEDICINE OF A BREAKING HEART'

So perhaps it will be able  bring me out of my shell, my hiding, my hybernation soon..who knows..!?

lets see..

Rock my bed and hush me to sleep

Let me dream of pink ribbons,

 white roses and butterflies in me

Make me believe,

 for once make it real,

 or should I forever preach it's not for me

Only Seven Seconds..

Only seven seconds.   



That is how long it typically takes people to settle on their first impression upon meeting someone.


During those seven seconds very little of that impression has to do with what words are spoken but how they are spoken (tone and inflection) and the body language that comes with them. Is there a kindness to your voice? A sincerity in the greeting? A warmth in your smile? A connecting of your eyes?



Isn't it interesting though that as people are preparing to meet someone new they are more concerned about what they are going to wear or what they are going to say? None of that will possibly even be remembered by the person or people they are about to meet if there is a genuine interest expressed in those brief moments. Whether your hair looks good or you are wearing your favorite shirt will not make a difference when a person senses you have a true desire to connect as your caring spirit is what will be remembered.



Only seven seconds for someone to sense whether there is a heartfelt friendliness or a forced pretense. So before you meet someone new or will be in a situation with lots of people you don't know, check your heart attitude before the Lord.  It's His love which will shine in the tone of your words and how your body eases as you meet and greet each person He places across your path.  

You Get As Much As You Receive

This is one of the stories that I had read and liked ; its about two families living next to each other one is rich but their kids were unhappy, thin and pale, the other family was poor but their kids were happy, chubby and active.
 One day the rich man had noticed that his neighbor’s kids is sitting on the window to smell what they had cooked…and he wondered why is his kids are not so active and happy as them…and he had figured out that the neighbors are steeling his food smell….
he immediately dragged his neighbor to a judge accusing him for steeling his food smell…
so the arrogant judge ruled that the poor man must pay money to the rich man….the poor man started to collect money from everybody in the court house promising them to return it immediately and put the money in a hat then he stood in front the judge and said I have stolen this man's food smell and in return I’ll give him this…
and he shook the hat…and said to the rich man you heard the money clinging … “I have paid you back what I have stolen from you”.

This Song reflects my Mood

QUASIMODO

you can be right
and I'll be real
honesty won't be a pain that you'll have to feel
cause I don't need your approval
 to find my worth

I'm trapped inside of my own mind
afraid to open my eyes cause of what I'd find and I
don't want to live like this anymore

there goes my pain
there goes my chains
did you see them falling
because this feeling
that has no meaning

there goes the world
off of my shoulders
there goes the world
off of my back
there it goes


does it scare you that I can
be something different than you
would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't
you can't control me
and you can't take away from me who I am


there goes my pain
there goes my chains
did you see them falling
because this feeling
that has no meaning


there goes the world
off of my shoulders
there goes the world
off of my back


you can't change me
you can't break me
there goes the world
off of my shoulders
there goes the world
off of my back


have you ever felt
like your only comfort was your cage
you're not alone
I've felt the same as you


have you ever felt
like your secrets give you away
you're not alone
I've been there too
cause everyone is looking


and everyone is laughing but I think
everyone feels the same
everybody wants to feel ok
everybody wants to


everybody wants to feel
there goes my pain
there goes my chains


did you see them falling
because this feeling
that has no meaning
there goes the world
off of my shoulders


there goes the world
off of my back
cause I don't want it
I don't want it

you can't change me

you can't break me

there goes the world

off of my shoulders

there goes the world

off of my back

there it goes

some people are just meant to stay in your heart, but not in your life.

it just hurts me when everything is so untrue...

***

Love is the biggest fear .. in me.

***

Woke up feeling with lots of thoughts..





What should I say

Sometimes I should stop worrying wondering n doubting n take life as it is .. Have faith that things will work out .. N not how you planned but how it falls in place ...


Sometimes you never know the true value of the moment until it becomes a memory ...