Sunday, March 23, 2008

THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY TO MAKE IT BACK!


When you come to a bump in the road, how do you react? Mechanically?



You can, but you better make sure your mechanics are good. Sure, a wave of panic comes, but it never lasts. It shouldn't last long. Then you can start to recover. Your foundation is solid, you know where to turn and how to start the process of recovery. It always seems daunting at first. And it's a long road back. But you can come back.

When U Wish Upon A Star...


When it seems like the whole world is caving in on you, it's hard to find hope. Crushed under the weight, you look for any sign of daylight, any life preserver to cling to. Then little by little, you dig and dig, clawing your way through. Sometimes the hole looks like it's closing, but you keep digging, because daylight's there--you know it. And then, a breakthrough. You're out, on our feet, relieved and looking back at the perilous journey you survived. And thankful you made it.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

The Things You Love.....


Is it possible for something you love to hurt you?


I'm not talking about the love between people (another topic for another time).


A job, a hobby, a car, whatever.


Something more inanimate.


You sink everything you have into it, make sacrifices for it, to the point it becomes part of you. But somewhere down the line, you realize there's something amiss. You're having trouble pinpointing it, but there's something that's wearing on you, and you can't seem to find it. Then you step away from what you love for awhile.


And your weariness lifts away. You wonder, was the thing I love making me weary? How can it be? How can what I enjoyed be causing me grief?


Something has been, and maybe you've found it. Now what? can you really, seriously step completely away from the thing you love?


Or is there a way to come to terms with it, so you can move forward?

Friday, March 21, 2008

Awake Again!


I don't want to go through life asleep. I feel like I've done that for the past couple of years. From this blog, to the notes I write myself, to the wonderful selfmotivating as well as all inspiring spiritual books i read, to the songs i write in my notebook and sing, to the yoga and meditation [i try very hard to keep up to though! ;) ] i do...; i feel awake....i feel bursts of creative energy coming forth. And it feels good, really good!
I don't want to fall asleep again.

Changing....


Last night, before I went to bed, I went to close the curtains to my window, and noticed how quiet it was. It was so still, barely a breeze blowing. I stared out, and It was a strange, good feeling,that envoloped me..., one of comfort.


I feel like, slowly, slowly, I'm changing...perhaps..


In what direction, is still to be determined...

STILL PURSUING....


If everybody's in pursuit of happiness, shouldn't I be too? I am, but I need to be more aware of the pursuit. What is it that I'm chasing and how am I achieving it. That simple...right?

IN PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.....


We're all looking for happiness. We just want to be happy. And all the things we do are in pursuit of that. We chase the material goods thinking they will give us the happiness we seek. The material comes and goes. The happiness we seek, and have, within ourselves, stays. That should be the quest. Not the hot new dress,car or gadjet in town..

Thursday, March 13, 2008

To a Close Friend....




Nothing fancy or ellaborate, just a small note to tell you,
that you are being thought of....on your special day...
To remind you what a wonderful person you are, and to thank you from the bottom of my heart...for being the kind of person you are...and influencing me in positive ways...and always trying to help whenever you can, for being such a gem of a friend!
Thank you for all that u have done for me, and thank you for U ! :-)
God bless u always and many happy returns of the day!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

IM A BITCH....!



As the lyrics say:






I hate the world today


Youre so good to me


I know but i can't change


Tried to tell you


But you look at me


Like maybe i'm an angel


underneath Innocent and sweet




Yesterday i cried


Must have been relieved to see


The softer side


I can understand


How you'd be so confused


I dont envy you


Im a little bit of everything


All rolled into one




I'm a Bitch,


i'm a lover


I'm a child,


I'm a mother


I'm a sinner,


I'm a saint


I do not feel ashamed


I'm your hell,


I'm your dream


I'm nothing inbetween


You know you wouldnt want it any other way




So take me as i am


This may mean


You'll have to be a stronger man


Rest assured that


When i start to make you nervious


And I'm going through extremes


Tomarrow i will change


And today wont mean a thing




Just when you think,


You got me figured out


The season's already changing


I think it's cool,


You do what you do


And dont try to save me




I'm a bitch,


I'm a tease


I'm a goddess on my knees


when you hurt,


when you suffer


I'm your angel undercover


I've been numb,


im revived


Can't say I'm not alive


You know i wouldn't want it anyother way




We are angels,


we are devils,


we are weak,


we are strong.


We need you,


we need no one.


We are women.






Please stop labeling us and just learn to love us.