Tuesday, November 27, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


"NOBODY GROWS OLD MERLEY BY A NUMBER OF YEARS.


WE GROW OLD BY DESERTING OUR IDEALS.


YEARS MAY WRINKLE THE SKIN,


BUT TO GIVE UP ENTHUSIASM WRINKLES THE SOUL".






Monday, November 26, 2007

TRUE SURRENDER....


"Give your burdens to the GOD,............ and he will take care of you.

He will not permit the godly to slip and fall."
Please do meditate on this verse a bit.

Do you make it a habit of giving your burdens to the the divine...or your master creator?

Or do you try to carry your burdens on your own strength?

Is there a burden you are carrying today that you can give to the the almighty?


Will you?


And do you trust that he will take care of you and not permit you to slip and fall?

When Storms Hit You In Your Life...!


Proverbs -


Today in Proverbs 23:23 we read:


“Buy the truth and do not sell it; get wisdom, discipline and understanding.”


What does this Proverb mean to you? Can you “buy the truth” or is this perhaps a metaphor? Why shouldn’t you sell it? Why get wisdom, discipline and understanding? Why is discipline good to get? What is truth? Where can you find truth? Is the Bible Truth? Or Anyother Holy Book or the words and Wisdom of a master or Guru you follow Truth? Will you learn from this Truth in some way each day for the rest of your life?


Who shelters you in the Mids of storm?????


Sunday, November 25, 2007

Some Quotations on Change.....



"If we recognize that change and uncertainty are basic principles,






we can greet the future and the trasformation we are undergoing..






that we do not know enough to be pessimistic".









~












"Change ..happenes..., but Transformation is created! "









~









" You can change your life by choosing a






worthwhile goal and sticking to it, tenaciously."






~






"Great men are not born great.






God usues troubles and trials to make them great."









~






"Good things come to those who wait....






better things come to those who try."









~









"Falling down doesnt mean really matter nearly






as much as gettingup and trying again!"









~









"As long as you can carry on one more moment,






You'll never be defeated."












~ THE END ~



Friday, November 23, 2007

DIVINE LOVE



divine love



I have never seen your Face


But, I have fallen in love with you


I have not heard your name


But, My hearts Beats your Name


I have never touched you


But you are in every cell of my being


I have never met you


But U R ME


When I dissolve


U EXIT


All I Want To Know


Is to dissolve


All I Want To Be


IS ONE....
.SRI SRI

Monday, November 19, 2007

How could you?


How could you let me go likethat?



How could you Let me believe



things that were not true?



How could you act like



I meant nothing at all



if I am the one



you really wanted?



How could you run and not talk to me



Am I really that hard to talk to?



How could you act with me like you did



and hurt me so.



How could you be mad at me



and me not know....

On the Way....to ..




We are always on the way to some place,


somewhere or something...


these are just my writings, thoughts, chronicals..


of a journey to either a place or a state of mind.




BUT...life is not always about us most of the times.


It's about the journey we take everyday... from point A to B.


Most times we focus on our embarkation point and our final destination,


without even a thought about the in between... the "TO".


We rush from place to place,


from point to point without even stopping and


enjoying the in-between.


So sometimes i write the little inbetweens...that have taken place in my life,


or i might experience......in future for example...




After all life's real pleasures lie in the small things,


one might experience,


or some small gesture one does for someone, which touches the heart!


According to me THIS is real beauty!


This is real joy!


The world's most expensive gifts cannot buy the heartgifts...


and these gifts can only be felt and experienced...;


They sparkle and refresh our soul...


more than any diamonds or Golds...


And last longer and remain forever,


treasured and buried deep in our memories...


to always remember when we feel down or low


and lift our spirits.....in troubled times and make our heart/life


Aglow!!!!!! :-)

Saturday, November 10, 2007

HAVE YOU EVER?


Have you ever been tought a beautiful lesson


by someone...you....dont Understand!????

LIFE IS A JOURNEY.......


AND THE JOURNEY IS THE DESTINATION!!!

Friday, November 9, 2007

Wishing....


Wishing up above with all my might


that your every dream comes true,


may you be happy in all you do


and be satisfied too!


May the sun always shine upon your face,


and may everything in your life go well for you.


This wish is sincere, on this festive season


from the bottom of my heart to you...........

IDLE TEARS....



"Tears, idle tears,
I know not what they mean,
Tears from the depth of some divine despair
Rise in the heart,
and gather to the eyes,
In looking on the happy autumn-fields,
And thinking of the days that are no more.
Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail,
That brings our friends up from the underworld,
Sad as the last which reddens over one
That sinks with all we love below the verge;
So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more.
Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns
The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds
To dying ears, when unto dying eyes
The casement slowly grows a glimmering square;
So sad, so strange, the days that are no more.
Dear as remembered kisses after death,
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned
On lips that are for others;
deep as love,
Deep as first love, and wild with all regret;
O Death in Life, the days that are no more!"
~ Alfred, Lord Tennyson, 1809-1892 ~

Thursday, November 8, 2007

GENIE...


Genie lives in a bottle waiting ..


for someone to let her out,


she wonders will anyone ever


rub the right way...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

LOOKING BACK....


Looking back ...


I see what I should have done but did not,


thinking things that were not so,


but I did not know till now,


yet I was lead to believe something all wrong


and then you did let me believe


what I should not have!


Okay I know I should have


have said those words to you,


but now


I am too late...

People are not always what they seem,




ones you think are for you are not.




It takes a long time before it is shown to you,




but once you know,




back away and




guard your heart at any cost!

NO MORE TEARS...







when you think you know it all




and you have all the answers,




indeed ,but then a funny thing happens




and you learn as you begin to get older




and finally realize that you do not know anything,




absolutly nothing!




and it turns out




that you do not have all the answers after all!




So you teach yourself
how not to feel




and what ever you do,




don't show any tears or




any emotion of any kind




and never let them see you sweat




yet your heart still breaks




no matter how hard you try to hide.




Sunday, October 28, 2007

Disagree


You disagree with me
and that is fine with me
but to twist what I say
is not right indeed .......

UPON YOUR LIPS REPRESENTS A FALSE PRIDE


As your pride stands in between

you and me

and you think you are teaching me something,

seeing what I will do,

you find me to have just as much

stubbornness as you

and now

you wish you had told me things

you did not say as you know

something is missing

just as I have known all along.

Wonder if we will ever...

CRYSTAL BLUE


Crystal blue am i , though no one knows


or even sees how I feel especially inside.


Crystal blue my tears of sea rolling down ,


my face because of you.


Crystal blue as can be,


the day you went away


as you lied about how you feel for me!


while your pride stands so tall


and you letme think things that are not so!


Crystal blue are you, for letting me go,


doing what you to me to


just leaving you alone.


Crystal blue now the truth is revealed


as we both know we were wrong.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Song



MERE PIH KO PAWAN



Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali, [2]

koi roko meri zindagi le..chali...[2]

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali

koi roko meri zindagi le chali...

Mere pih ko pawan................................



Waqt boya tha, piroya tha..

uske liye....

Maine pal pal sanjoya tha...

uske liye......

Mere din raat ki raushni le chali ....


Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...[2]

koi roko meri zindagi le chali...

mere pih ko .........



Zahar hai raat , har raat,

par jeena hai....[2]

ek wade ki khairaat ..par jeena hai..[2]

Mere honto pe this jho hassi le chali.....


Mere pih ko pawan.....

Koi roko meri....zindagi le chali..

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...



Mujhse roothi kahin ,

aur ye judd gayi...

zindagi aajnabi raasta...mudh gayi....[2]

Ek umeed thi aakhri....,

le chali........[2]


Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...

koi roko, meri zindagi le chali......

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali.....

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

MUJHE KHABER THI {GAZAL}


Mujhe khaber thi wo mera nahi paraya tha...[2]

Pa dhadkanon ne usi ko khuda banaya tha....


Mujhe khaber thi....


Mai khwab khwab jise dhoodthi barson

Woh ashk ashk meri aankh mein samaya tha....

Tera qasoor nahin jaan, meri tanhai,

Ye rog maine hi khud jaan ko la gaya tha...


Mujhe khaber thi....


Tamam shahar mein ek wo hai ajnabee mujhse..

Ke jisne geet mera shahar ko sunaya tha...!

Mujhe khaber thi wo mera nahi paraya tha...

Pa dhadkanon ne usi ko khuda banaya tha....!










Sung by latadi and lyric writer: Farat Shahzad.
















Tuesday, October 16, 2007

I just feel like dying today!

ANOTHER GAZAL...


ISHQ KI BAATEIN



Ishq ki baatein khwab ki baatein lagti hain


Ab sab raatein sooni raatien lagti hai



Paas gaye toh woh aansoon ki ladiyan thi


Door se tarron ki baaratein lagti hai..



Pyar mohabbat ishq khulooson - mehron wafa


Dil tujh par bhi kitni ghaatein lagti hain



Ek zara sa daag-e-dil dhone ke liye


Ashqon ki kitni barsaatein lagti hain...


Ishq ki baatien khwab ki baatein lagti hai....!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Im Scared!




There are some defining moments in life. Moments that terrify you and all you have is your faith and hope. You are helpless.Moments when you realize how petty problems like Financial struggles, moving decisions, job choices and small every day dramas are... It doesn't matter in light of the larger issues that you can't control and that change your life.






In a few days from now, again I will be entering a court room without my family being present to support me...!


This is something that has been going on for some time now.



It's a heavy storm cloud that has been overshadowing everything and hasn't gone away.



I can't begin to describe the struggles we've gone through and the tears we've cried over this. It's something that no family wants to go through. You read about things like this in the Newspapers and think



"Oh that wont happen to someone I love."



But it does happen.






I've been acting calm on the outside, confident that all will go well and acting like a pillar of strength. But the truth is that I'm scared and it's hard to confess that without appearing weak. I need to be the strong one; Someone has to keep their cool!

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Sometimes...


"Sometimes it seems like God is difficult to find and impossibly far away. We get so caught up in our small daily duties and irritations that they become the only things that we can focus on. What we forget is that God's love and beauty are all around us, every day, if only we would take the time to look up and see them."

IF ONLY...


If only I’d done what I said I would do
If only I’d said we could start life anew
And when we finally said good bye
If only we’d kissed when you started to cry

If only I’d said what you already knew
We were made for each other
From the start I’ve loved you
And if one day we had to part
I’d always have a place for you in my heart

Friday, July 27, 2007


Let me post something simple here:

Sometimes i feel...........

Time does not heal all wounds; it’s just that over time
Your mind and heart shields itself against anyone who wants to come in again

Cry Alone....



Fearing loneness,


diseased against myself


now


I cry


alone......................!

Thursday, July 26, 2007


I believed him...........

when he said................

he loved me.......................!!!!!

TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS


Life is a fast lane. Every now and then you will meet new faces and new friends.
But are you such a kind of person who cherishes friendship? If you ask me the same question, my answer is yes of course.
Having a circle of friends is like having a family too. They are there in times of joy and sorrow. A true friend is when she/he is in your side no matter what the world brings.
A person who will give you positive advice and outlook in life.
If you have friends, don't let the time pass by without saying hello personally or through emails.
Inform them that you are still there even if you are time apart.
Even if you are thousands of miles apart. The world now is getting smaller everyday because of the Internet.
Take sometime to send cards through email and you will also be remembered. My friend has contacted me lately because I never forget to sent forward emails to him to read. Don't lose any friends, they might help building your business someday!!!!

A successful Relationship...


A boy was born to a couple after 11 years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eye. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked his wife To cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter. The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and fascinated by its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died.

The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.


QUESTIONS: 1. What were the four words?



2. What is the implication of this story?




ANSWER:

The husband just said, "I Love You Darling."

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened.

No one is to be blamed. She had lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband that is what he gave her.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiving attitude,selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.



"A successful relationship requires falling in love many times -with the same person."

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

The Best We Can Be [honoring our children]


Everything we do and say in the presence of our children makes an impression on them. We may think we can get away with swearing or gossiping in front of them when they can’t talk, but we have forgotten that just because they can’t talk doesn’t mean they don’t hear. They are sensitive sponges absorbing their environment in ways we will never know. Even if the words don’t make sense to them, they make an impression, as does the energy behind the words. We honor our children when we acknowledge that they are fully present from the very beginning and when we offer ourselves to them in ways that model the best of what humans can be.


When we bring a child into the world, a great welling up of love and hope fills our hearts. We unequivocally want the very best for our children, and we want to be the best parents a child could ever want. We begin to see ourselves and our lives in a different light, and things that seemed okay before we had a child suddenly reveal themselves as problematical. This can lead to a somewhat mincing review of our habits of speech, thought and feeling, our relationships, and our physical habits. We may feel that we have put ourselves under a microscope, which can be stressful. However, it can also lead to a great healing of our own unresolved issues and, in turn, it enables us to be good parents to our children. Talking to other conscious parents about this life transformation can be very helpful.


Our desire to become the best we can be is often strongest at the very beginning of a child’s life and sometimes loses its intensity as we grow accustomed to their presence. However, it is never too late to look at ourselves and notice whether we are offering our best to our children. That original welling up of love and hope can inspire us throughout our lives to be the best we can be.


What do you think?

Monday, July 23, 2007

Biggest..




The world's biggest power is-



the youth and beauty of a woman.

He'll come some day...One day..!


Someday he'll come along
the man i love
and he'll be big and strong
the man i love
and when he comes my way
i'll do my best to make him stay
he'll look at me and smile
i'll understand
then in a little while
he'll take my hand
and though it seems absurd
i know we both won't say a word
maybe i shall meet him sunday
maybe monday, maybe not
still i'm sure to meet him one day
maybe tuesday will be my good news day
he'll build a little home
that's meant for two
from which i'll never roam
who would, would you
and so all else above
i'm dreaming of the man i love

Sunday, July 22, 2007

You'll say "don't fear your dreams"
















You'll say "don't fear your dreams"
It's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall
from hopes so high

But never is a promise
and you can't afford to lie
You'll never live this life that
I liveI'll never live the life


that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though
I might give up this fight



But as the scenery grows
I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate
in my perception

My feelings swell and stretch
I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now
too smart to mention, to you



You'll say you understand
You'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up
knowing how or why


I don't know what to believe in
You don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing
when I start to cry



But never is a promise
and I'll never need a lie !

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Keep Me From Falling...


Keep me from falling...

YouTube - The Evolution Of Beauty

YouTube - The Evolution Of Beauty

All I Want to do....



And it is so strange




With these eyes




out into darkness




And it is so strange




All they want to do




is sleep








And it is so strange




They want to sleep




through silence




And it is so strange




'Cause I am wide awake




And it is so strange




How all this




could be over








If you would walk in




If you put me to rest




And it is so strange




That my voice




seems to've gone quiet




And even stranger still








That I never will be found




All I want to do




Is to drift away




Hush-a-bye baby




All I want to do is




go to sleep








To sleep, to sleep

Friday, July 20, 2007

Breathing...



“Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day


is the rest we take between two deep breaths.”

LOVE....



“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot ,
who calls you back when you hang up on him ,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your fore-head,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats..;
holds your hand in front of his friends ,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares..
and how lucky he is to have you....
The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”
Ahhh.....if only...if only..there were real men likes these,
who existed...!
Unfortunately you can just imagine and dream...
And they exist only in your mind...!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I WISH I COULD HAVE LOVED YOU MORE!



When you wish upon a star,


makes no difference who you are


Anything your heart desires will come to you


If your heart is in your dreams


no request is too extreme


When you wish upon a star as dreamers do


Fate is kind,


she brings to those who love


The sweet fulfillment of their secret longing


Like a bolt out of the blue,


fate steps in and sees you thru


When you wish upon a star,


your dreams come true

Sunday, July 15, 2007

WHY DO YOU?



Rest not.


Life is sweeping by;


go and dare before you die.

Understanding...


"It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had."

MARRIAGE


“A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person”





Marriage statistics are disheartening to look at. Half of marriages end in divorce.

It's a fact, but it isn't the full reality. The statistics don't even take "seperations" into account.

A lot of people are legally married and yet no longer together.

It just costs too much money for the lawyer fees and they don't want to deal with the hassle.


So MORE than half of marriages fail.

Yet people are getting married every day even though the odds are clearly against them succeeding.


Why is that?


I guess it's for the same reason my husband I got married.

We want to believe that we're going to be the small percentage bracket that makes it to the end.


The old couple on the park bench holding hands and gazing into eachother's sagging watery eyes still with the love and passion that we feel today.

I looked forward to growing old with my hubby!


Thats why chose these dolls for the picture;

Its hard to ignore how they both look a little afraid and uneasy!

TEARS



"Take a good look at my face


you'll see that my smile looks out of place


Just take a look closer


it's easy to trace


the tracks of my tears..."

"Dreams of Loneliness

Like a heartbeat ..

drives you mad

In the stillness of remembering what you had

And what you lost ...

what you had ...

what you lost..."

-Dreams





When I woke up this morning, I didn't want to get out of bed.

It was just a heavy feeling of sadness that pushed my body deeper into the sheets.

It all felt pointless all of a sudden.

What's the use in fighting?

I should have known it would have ended up this way.

No one ever said life was "Fair"?

Why do we keep believing that it could be?

I rolled over in the bed, hugged my pillow and just drifted back into sleep.