There are some defining moments in life. Moments that terrify you and all you have is your faith and hope. You are helpless.Moments when you realize how petty problems like Financial struggles, moving decisions, job choices and small every day dramas are... It doesn't matter in light of the larger issues that you can't control and that change your life.
In a few days from now, again I will be entering a court room without my family being present to support me...!
This is something that has been going on for some time now.
It's a heavy storm cloud that has been overshadowing everything and hasn't gone away.
I can't begin to describe the struggles we've gone through and the tears we've cried over this. It's something that no family wants to go through. You read about things like this in the Newspapers and think
"Oh that wont happen to someone I love."
But it does happen.
I've been acting calm on the outside, confident that all will go well and acting like a pillar of strength. But the truth is that I'm scared and it's hard to confess that without appearing weak. I need to be the strong one; Someone has to keep their cool!
