Friday, November 23, 2007

DIVINE LOVE



divine love



I have never seen your Face


But, I have fallen in love with you


I have not heard your name


But, My hearts Beats your Name


I have never touched you


But you are in every cell of my being


I have never met you


But U R ME


When I dissolve


U EXIT


All I Want To Know


Is to dissolve


All I Want To Be


IS ONE....
.SRI SRI

Monday, November 19, 2007

How could you?


How could you let me go likethat?



How could you Let me believe



things that were not true?



How could you act like



I meant nothing at all



if I am the one



you really wanted?



How could you run and not talk to me



Am I really that hard to talk to?



How could you act with me like you did



and hurt me so.



How could you be mad at me



and me not know....

On the Way....to ..




We are always on the way to some place,


somewhere or something...


these are just my writings, thoughts, chronicals..


of a journey to either a place or a state of mind.




BUT...life is not always about us most of the times.


It's about the journey we take everyday... from point A to B.


Most times we focus on our embarkation point and our final destination,


without even a thought about the in between... the "TO".


We rush from place to place,


from point to point without even stopping and


enjoying the in-between.


So sometimes i write the little inbetweens...that have taken place in my life,


or i might experience......in future for example...




After all life's real pleasures lie in the small things,


one might experience,


or some small gesture one does for someone, which touches the heart!


According to me THIS is real beauty!


This is real joy!


The world's most expensive gifts cannot buy the heartgifts...


and these gifts can only be felt and experienced...;


They sparkle and refresh our soul...


more than any diamonds or Golds...


And last longer and remain forever,


treasured and buried deep in our memories...


to always remember when we feel down or low


and lift our spirits.....in troubled times and make our heart/life


Aglow!!!!!! :-)

Saturday, November 10, 2007

HAVE YOU EVER?


Have you ever been tought a beautiful lesson


by someone...you....dont Understand!????

LIFE IS A JOURNEY.......


AND THE JOURNEY IS THE DESTINATION!!!

Friday, November 9, 2007

Wishing....


Wishing up above with all my might


that your every dream comes true,


may you be happy in all you do


and be satisfied too!


May the sun always shine upon your face,


and may everything in your life go well for you.


This wish is sincere, on this festive season


from the bottom of my heart to you...........

IDLE TEARS....



"Tears, idle tears,
I know not what they mean,
Tears from the depth of some divine despair
Rise in the heart,
and gather to the eyes,
In looking on the happy autumn-fields,
And thinking of the days that are no more.
Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail,
That brings our friends up from the underworld,
Sad as the last which reddens over one
That sinks with all we love below the verge;
So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more.
Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns
The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds
To dying ears, when unto dying eyes
The casement slowly grows a glimmering square;
So sad, so strange, the days that are no more.
Dear as remembered kisses after death,
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned
On lips that are for others;
deep as love,
Deep as first love, and wild with all regret;
O Death in Life, the days that are no more!"
~ Alfred, Lord Tennyson, 1809-1892 ~

Thursday, November 8, 2007

GENIE...


Genie lives in a bottle waiting ..


for someone to let her out,


she wonders will anyone ever


rub the right way...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

LOOKING BACK....


Looking back ...


I see what I should have done but did not,


thinking things that were not so,


but I did not know till now,


yet I was lead to believe something all wrong


and then you did let me believe


what I should not have!


Okay I know I should have


have said those words to you,


but now


I am too late...

People are not always what they seem,




ones you think are for you are not.




It takes a long time before it is shown to you,




but once you know,




back away and




guard your heart at any cost!

NO MORE TEARS...







when you think you know it all




and you have all the answers,




indeed ,but then a funny thing happens




and you learn as you begin to get older




and finally realize that you do not know anything,




absolutly nothing!




and it turns out




that you do not have all the answers after all!




So you teach yourself
how not to feel




and what ever you do,




don't show any tears or




any emotion of any kind




and never let them see you sweat




yet your heart still breaks




no matter how hard you try to hide.




Sunday, October 28, 2007

Disagree


You disagree with me
and that is fine with me
but to twist what I say
is not right indeed .......

UPON YOUR LIPS REPRESENTS A FALSE PRIDE


As your pride stands in between

you and me

and you think you are teaching me something,

seeing what I will do,

you find me to have just as much

stubbornness as you

and now

you wish you had told me things

you did not say as you know

something is missing

just as I have known all along.

Wonder if we will ever...

CRYSTAL BLUE


Crystal blue am i , though no one knows


or even sees how I feel especially inside.


Crystal blue my tears of sea rolling down ,


my face because of you.


Crystal blue as can be,


the day you went away


as you lied about how you feel for me!


while your pride stands so tall


and you letme think things that are not so!


Crystal blue are you, for letting me go,


doing what you to me to


just leaving you alone.


Crystal blue now the truth is revealed


as we both know we were wrong.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Song



MERE PIH KO PAWAN



Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali, [2]

koi roko meri zindagi le..chali...[2]

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali

koi roko meri zindagi le chali...

Mere pih ko pawan................................



Waqt boya tha, piroya tha..

uske liye....

Maine pal pal sanjoya tha...

uske liye......

Mere din raat ki raushni le chali ....


Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...[2]

koi roko meri zindagi le chali...

mere pih ko .........



Zahar hai raat , har raat,

par jeena hai....[2]

ek wade ki khairaat ..par jeena hai..[2]

Mere honto pe this jho hassi le chali.....


Mere pih ko pawan.....

Koi roko meri....zindagi le chali..

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...



Mujhse roothi kahin ,

aur ye judd gayi...

zindagi aajnabi raasta...mudh gayi....[2]

Ek umeed thi aakhri....,

le chali........[2]


Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...

koi roko, meri zindagi le chali......

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali.....

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

MUJHE KHABER THI {GAZAL}


Mujhe khaber thi wo mera nahi paraya tha...[2]

Pa dhadkanon ne usi ko khuda banaya tha....


Mujhe khaber thi....


Mai khwab khwab jise dhoodthi barson

Woh ashk ashk meri aankh mein samaya tha....

Tera qasoor nahin jaan, meri tanhai,

Ye rog maine hi khud jaan ko la gaya tha...


Mujhe khaber thi....


Tamam shahar mein ek wo hai ajnabee mujhse..

Ke jisne geet mera shahar ko sunaya tha...!

Mujhe khaber thi wo mera nahi paraya tha...

Pa dhadkanon ne usi ko khuda banaya tha....!










Sung by latadi and lyric writer: Farat Shahzad.
















Tuesday, October 16, 2007

I just feel like dying today!

ANOTHER GAZAL...


ISHQ KI BAATEIN



Ishq ki baatein khwab ki baatein lagti hain


Ab sab raatein sooni raatien lagti hai



Paas gaye toh woh aansoon ki ladiyan thi


Door se tarron ki baaratein lagti hai..



Pyar mohabbat ishq khulooson - mehron wafa


Dil tujh par bhi kitni ghaatein lagti hain



Ek zara sa daag-e-dil dhone ke liye


Ashqon ki kitni barsaatein lagti hain...


Ishq ki baatien khwab ki baatein lagti hai....!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Im Scared!




There are some defining moments in life. Moments that terrify you and all you have is your faith and hope. You are helpless.Moments when you realize how petty problems like Financial struggles, moving decisions, job choices and small every day dramas are... It doesn't matter in light of the larger issues that you can't control and that change your life.






In a few days from now, again I will be entering a court room without my family being present to support me...!


This is something that has been going on for some time now.



It's a heavy storm cloud that has been overshadowing everything and hasn't gone away.



I can't begin to describe the struggles we've gone through and the tears we've cried over this. It's something that no family wants to go through. You read about things like this in the Newspapers and think



"Oh that wont happen to someone I love."



But it does happen.






I've been acting calm on the outside, confident that all will go well and acting like a pillar of strength. But the truth is that I'm scared and it's hard to confess that without appearing weak. I need to be the strong one; Someone has to keep their cool!