Rosie's Life [part two]

WHICH WAY TO GO?

2010-04-30T01:16:00.003+05:30

In the middle of an ocean storm, it's difficult to know which direction you should be going in.

Are your navigational systems giving you the information you need? Do you trust them?

We all have doubts about the direction we should travel.

You can't tell if that wave in front of you is five feet or 25 feet tall.

That little voice inside your head says it's five--it's ok. Rough but ok.

Then that nagging voice says 25--danger.

There's a lot of interference.

Which voice to listen to?

Remember what I wrote yesterday?

That's the way to go.

One has to go amidst the stormy waters, swim through them, however rough they maybe;

If we listen to our inner voice, and believe that we CAN and ARE capable enough to overcome

stormy rough weathers.....we can make it through to the end of the dark tunnel.

Yes, it'll be frightening, dangerous, and the doubts are monumental..

But the rewards are satisfying, though.

Bad Situations Makes One Stronger

2010-04-30T00:44:00.005+05:30

We never wish for the trials and tribulations that we all go through. Who would willingly walk through a fire if they didn't have to? But sometimes flash fires flare up, and we have no choice. But then ,the fire prepares you for battles yet to come.

They test you, stretch your ability to handle turbulence. And as difficult as it seems to imagine, the fire is your friend!

It's working for you, not against you.

Seriously. It's hard to see how bad situations are helpful. But bad situations are only temporary...they never last.

And they make you stronger.

I wont Hurt you..

2010-04-25T16:25:00.005+05:30

I've lost all my pride

i've been to paradise

and out the other side

with no one to guide me

torn apart by a fiery wheel inside me

i won't hurt you...

your mouths a constellation,

the stars are in your eyes

i'll take a spaceship

and try and go

and find you

i won't hurt you...

FRIENDSHIPS DYING....

2008-10-04T00:59:00.005+05:30

Friendships

Dying...

Friendships online are often fleeting,

Made and lost without even once meeting.

How many friends from online have I lost

I haven't kept count nor figured the cost.

Some depart, spouting bluster and rage,

Others as quietly as the turn of a page.

Many return though I couldn't say when,

While the rest are never heard from again.

For the loss of some, the fault is my own,

An unkind word spoken and I'm left alone.

Some friends turn away for no reason at all.

I'm puzzled and hurt when they shun my call.

Scores of friends are forever lost to me

Since the systems we called ceased to be.

And more than once, I've had friends die.

I can't forget them; I don't even try.

So take a moment during your time online

And be aware, though there's no outward sign.

That sound you hear, that solitary crying,

Might well be the sound of friendships dying ....

A TOUCHING POEM, BY A FRIEND

2008-09-15T12:32:00.003+05:30

WHENEVER I READ THIS POEM, TEARS START FLOWING DOWN MY FACE! MAY THIS NEVER EVER HAPPEN TO ANYONE IN REALITY, MAY NOONE HAVE TO FACE THE PARTING OF THEIR TRUE LOVE IN SUCH A TRAUMATIC MANNER!!!!

We were out for walk

when ...
I turned her way
Your not gonna like it
but I have to say
Her face went pale
and she put up her guard
Knowing my news
would hit her hard

I said I can't love you,
I'm sorry, I tried
It was her left eye that teared,
but her heart that cried
She said I hate you
and she turned and ran
She looked back and yelled,
you're not even a man

I chased after her,
though she drifted from sight
I was so scared now,
concerned that she might
I got to her house,
my worst fear came true

As she stood holding the knife,
she yelled screw you
It took this moment
to help me see
That I truly loved her,
and she truly loved me

Now my love is on the edge,
and it wasn't an act
I told her I loved her,
that I took it all back
She said "it's a lie, you don't love me"
"But this kitchen knife does
and it can set me free"

I started to beg,
please honey, no
But she closed her eyes
and in it did go
It was so much pain
she couldn't stand anymore
She dropped to her knees,
then down to the floor

I ran to her body
and crouched at her side
The pain I was feeling
I couldn't hide
It was all my fault,
that my love took her life
It may as well have been me,
holding the knife

I held her hand,
and touched her face
I tried to stop the bleeding
just above her waist
The last thing she said
is forever in my mind

That I killed my true love
and that's hard to find
I told her
I loved her and I
started to cry
She turned her head away,
and silently died...

IF YOU ARE HAPPY AND YOU NOW IT....

2008-05-27T03:00:00.000+05:30

Can it really be possible?

It's hard to see how anybody can be happy, in turbulant times like we are in currently in todays world; but think about it......

Right now how do you feel, in this moment? Content, peaceful?

There is so much going on in the world right now, that the natural reaction is how can anyone be happy. Well great philosophers, thinkers, wise and saintly men say...one can....!

You can because you are fine now. One must count on their blessings and think of that what we have and posses, focus/concentrate on the postive aspects of thier lives instead of the negative....try and tip the scale ....from "lackof",,,, to "abundance" and having more than enough!

When we feel miserable , we should look at someone or somebody or people who are less fortunate and in more miserable conditions and plights than our own! Then soon we will begin to realize......that "our" or "my" sorrow......is surely not significant enough, and that their are more important things, people, situations, topics..etc...to think and worry about, than our own little /petty problems!

THINK.............................

You have a roof over your head, food in your stomach!!!

You have the basics taken care of. It doesn't mean you've turned off from the cares of the world, no,! but that ..what you've got, you're content with.

The Choices we make in life.....

2008-05-26T03:34:00.000+05:30

Does it really matter to be financially free, but still unhappy?

I don't need things to be happy.

I need experiences, and good people around me.

I need to have a good foundation to build my happiness on.

I need to know how to recover and regain my sense of myself when I stumble.

Material things aren't going to leave me fulfilled.

I can't chase those things.

Sure, I may want something occasionally something.

But that's not what I want to chase.

It's a dead-end road.

There are places I need freedom,

and places I need stability.

They just aren't where most people are.

When Near and Dear ones, And the People you Love and Care about ,Hurt....

2008-05-18T20:05:00.000+05:30

I am sure there is nothing harder in this life than seeing someone you love feel hurt.

I wish I could take your hard times, and make them easier.

I wish that I could take the hurt that you feel, and absorb some of it.(Maybe we could go somwhere together and get rid of it, throw it all away).

I wish I could take your trying situation, and will you into a happier one.

You have given me, and continue to give me, the strength I need to get past my own hurts. You've been such a source of comfort and peace.

I am where I am because you were careful with me.

You never pushed me, you just led me (gently) away from the difficult things that consumed me...I want it to be easy for you.

But you too are subject to pain, and I don't want you to be.

I want your life to be as resiliant and beautiful as you are.

Tonight I will pray until i can't keep my eyes open.

I will pray for the same thing again and again.

I will pray that people who've helped and loved so many people, will be granted an easier path. One that is more tolerable and serene.

I will make deals with you, God.

I will promise to be so much better, if you could please make things easier for them.

They don't even know how amazing they are.

They just think of it as their job to be a safety net, and yet it's not.

They are pieces and parts of angels who pick up those around them who are falling

Please know that the world is a better place because you grace us with your presence.

To all of my 'angels' please know that you mean the world to me (and to so many others...)

'God has not called us to see through each other, but to see each other through.'

The soul

2008-04-26T03:40:00.001+05:30

The soul is capable of things the body can't always complete.
It's important to keep the soul open and ready to receive gifts known and unknown,
and be ready to give them out.

Internal Injury

2008-04-26T02:54:00.000+05:30

When The Dust Settles...

2008-04-07T01:58:00.000+05:30

Allowing the dust to settle, I want to help, to heal, to repair.
To give and to take. Through my imperfections, this is what I seek.

THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY TO MAKE IT BACK!

2008-03-23T15:28:00.000+05:30

When you come to a bump in the road, how do you react? Mechanically?

You can, but you better make sure your mechanics are good. Sure, a wave of panic comes, but it never lasts. It shouldn't last long. Then you can start to recover. Your foundation is solid, you know where to turn and how to start the process of recovery. It always seems daunting at first. And it's a long road back. But you can come back.

When U Wish Upon A Star...

2008-03-23T14:57:00.000+05:30

When it seems like the whole world is caving in on you, it's hard to find hope. Crushed under the weight, you look for any sign of daylight, any life preserver to cling to. Then little by little, you dig and dig, clawing your way through. Sometimes the hole looks like it's closing, but you keep digging, because daylight's there--you know it. And then, a breakthrough. You're out, on our feet, relieved and looking back at the perilous journey you survived. And thankful you made it.

The Things You Love.....

2008-03-22T12:42:00.000+05:30

Is it possible for something you love to hurt you?

I'm not talking about the love between people (another topic for another time).

A job, a hobby, a car, whatever.

Something more inanimate.

You sink everything you have into it, make sacrifices for it, to the point it becomes part of you. But somewhere down the line, you realize there's something amiss. You're having trouble pinpointing it, but there's something that's wearing on you, and you can't seem to find it. Then you step away from what you love for awhile.

And your weariness lifts away. You wonder, was the thing I love making me weary? How can it be? How can what I enjoyed be causing me grief?

Something has been, and maybe you've found it. Now what? can you really, seriously step completely away from the thing you love?

Or is there a way to come to terms with it, so you can move forward?

Awake Again!

2008-03-21T14:19:00.000+05:30

I don't want to go through life asleep. I feel like I've done that for the past couple of years. From this blog, to the notes I write myself, to the wonderful selfmotivating as well as all inspiring spiritual books i read, to the songs i write in my notebook and sing, to the yoga and meditation [i try very hard to keep up to though! ;) ] i do...; i feel awake....i feel bursts of creative energy coming forth. And it feels good, really good!
I don't want to fall asleep again.

Changing....

2008-03-21T14:11:00.000+05:30

Last night, before I went to bed, I went to close the curtains to my window, and noticed how quiet it was. It was so still, barely a breeze blowing. I stared out, and It was a strange, good feeling,that envoloped me..., one of comfort.

I feel like, slowly, slowly, I'm changing...perhaps..

In what direction, is still to be determined...

STILL PURSUING....

2008-03-21T12:32:00.000+05:30

If everybody's in pursuit of happiness, shouldn't I be too? I am, but I need to be more aware of the pursuit. What is it that I'm chasing and how am I achieving it. That simple...right?

IN PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.....

2008-03-21T12:29:00.000+05:30

We're all looking for happiness. We just want to be happy. And all the things we do are in pursuit of that. We chase the material goods thinking they will give us the happiness we seek. The material comes and goes. The happiness we seek, and have, within ourselves, stays. That should be the quest. Not the hot new dress,car or gadjet in town..

To a Close Friend....

2008-03-13T12:15:00.000+05:30

Nothing fancy or ellaborate, just a small note to tell you,
that you are being thought of....on your special day...
To remind you what a wonderful person you are, and to thank you from the bottom of my heart...for being the kind of person you are...and influencing me in positive ways...and always trying to help whenever you can, for being such a gem of a friend!
Thank you for all that u have done for me, and thank you for U ! :-)
God bless u always and many happy returns of the day!

IM A BITCH....!

2008-03-12T00:30:00.000+05:30

As the lyrics say:

I hate the world today

Youre so good to me

I know but i can't change

Tried to tell you

But you look at me

Like maybe i'm an angel

underneath Innocent and sweet

Yesterday i cried

Must have been relieved to see

The softer side

I can understand

How you'd be so confused

I dont envy you

Im a little bit of everything

All rolled into one

I'm a Bitch,

i'm a lover

I'm a child,

I'm a mother

I'm a sinner,

I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your hell,

I'm your dream

I'm nothing inbetween

You know you wouldnt want it any other way

So take me as i am

This may mean

You'll have to be a stronger man

Rest assured that

When i start to make you nervious

And I'm going through extremes

Tomarrow i will change

And today wont mean a thing

Just when you think,

You got me figured out

The season's already changing

I think it's cool,

You do what you do

And dont try to save me

I'm a bitch,

I'm a tease

I'm a goddess on my knees

when you hurt,

when you suffer

I'm your angel undercover

I've been numb,

im revived

Can't say I'm not alive

You know i wouldn't want it anyother way

We are angels,

we are devils,

we are weak,

we are strong.

We need you,

we need no one.

We are women.

Please stop labeling us and just learn to love us.

NEW YEAR, NEW BEGININGS....!

2008-01-09T14:20:00.000+05:30

With the New year comes tremendous opportunity to start fresh, begin new projects and decide how we are going to change our lives for the better for the years ahead.

It's a great time to clean house, organize and set new priorities.

AND

On the list of priorities needs to be 'YOU'.

It's funny how we usually forget that one. We get so caught in the daily grind that life overflows into the next day and the 'to do' list gets longer and more complex.

When do you slow down? When do you stop and listen to yourself and your inner voice that needs recognition and attention?

What can you do for you today? Just one simple thing.

Anything.

What will it be?
How about making your self number 1?
Then plan to take 1 action per day to keep your self in the number 1 position.

For example, each morning before leaping out of bed, say to yourself,

"I am here in my body, in my life, in my world and I am my priority. I choose to care for myself with kindness and generosity. I love me."

The rest of your day may be spent meeting other's needs, your work schedule, family requirements, etc., however your intention is still in place.

You choose to be present and that is the most important present you can give to yourself.

If I am not for myself,

who is for me?

When I am for myself,

what am I?

If not now, when?

-Hillel 1st Century CE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2007-11-27T02:05:00.000+05:30

"NOBODY GROWS OLD MERLEY BY A NUMBER OF YEARS.

WE GROW OLD BY DESERTING OUR IDEALS.

YEARS MAY WRINKLE THE SKIN,

BUT TO GIVE UP ENTHUSIASM WRINKLES THE SOUL".

TRUE SURRENDER....

2007-11-26T14:00:00.000+05:30

"Give your burdens to the GOD,............ and he will take care of you.

He will not permit the godly to slip and fall."

Please do meditate on this verse a bit.

Do you make it a habit of giving your burdens to the the divine...or your master creator?

Or do you try to carry your burdens on your own strength?

Is there a burden you are carrying today that you can give to the the almighty?

Will you?

And do you trust that he will take care of you and not permit you to slip and fall?

When Storms Hit You In Your Life...!

2007-11-26T13:49:00.000+05:30

Proverbs -

Today in Proverbs 23:23 we read:

“Buy the truth and do not sell it; get wisdom, discipline and understanding.”

What does this Proverb mean to you? Can you “buy the truth” or is this perhaps a metaphor? Why shouldn’t you sell it? Why get wisdom, discipline and understanding? Why is discipline good to get? What is truth? Where can you find truth? Is the Bible Truth? Or Anyother Holy Book or the words and Wisdom of a master or Guru you follow Truth? Will you learn from this Truth in some way each day for the rest of your life?

Who shelters you in the Mids of storm?????

Some Quotations on Change.....

2007-11-25T14:36:00.000+05:30

"If we recognize that change and uncertainty are basic principles,

we can greet the future and the trasformation we are undergoing..

that we do not know enough to be pessimistic".

"Change ..happenes..., but Transformation is created! "

" You can change your life by choosing a

worthwhile goal and sticking to it, tenaciously."

"Great men are not born great.

God usues troubles and trials to make them great."

"Good things come to those who wait....

better things come to those who try."

"Falling down doesnt mean really matter nearly

as much as gettingup and trying again!"

"As long as you can carry on one more moment,

You'll never be defeated."

~ THE END ~

DIVINE LOVE

2007-11-23T14:12:00.000+05:30

divine love

I have never seen your Face

But, I have fallen in love with you

I have not heard your name

But, My hearts Beats your Name

I have never touched you

But you are in every cell of my being

I have never met you

But U R ME

When I dissolve

U EXIT

All I Want To Know

Is to dissolve

All I Want To Be

IS ONE....

.SRI SRI

How could you?

2007-11-19T21:05:00.000+05:30

How could you let me go likethat?

How could you Let me believe

things that were not true?

How could you act like

I meant nothing at all

if I am the one

you really wanted?

How could you run and not talk to me

Am I really that hard to talk to?

How could you act with me like you did

and hurt me so.

How could you be mad at me

and me not know....

On the Way....to ..

2007-11-19T11:39:00.000+05:30

We are always on the way to some place,

somewhere or something...

these are just my writings, thoughts, chronicals..

of a journey to either a place or a state of mind.

BUT...life is not always about us most of the times.

It's about the journey we take everyday... from point A to B.

Most times we focus on our embarkation point and our final destination,

without even a thought about the in between... the "TO".

We rush from place to place,

from point to point without even stopping and

enjoying the in-between.

So sometimes i write the little inbetweens...that have taken place in my life,

or i might experience......in future for example...

After all life's real pleasures lie in the small things,

one might experience,

or some small gesture one does for someone, which touches the heart!

According to me THIS is real beauty!

This is real joy!

The world's most expensive gifts cannot buy the heartgifts...

and these gifts can only be felt and experienced...;

They sparkle and refresh our soul...

more than any diamonds or Golds...

And last longer and remain forever,

treasured and buried deep in our memories...

to always remember when we feel down or low

and lift our spirits.....in troubled times and make our heart/life

Aglow!!!!!! :-)

HAVE YOU EVER?

2007-11-10T12:18:00.000+05:30

Have you ever been tought a beautiful lesson

by someone...you....dont Understand!????

2007-11-10T12:15:00.000+05:30

LIFE IS A JOURNEY.......

AND THE JOURNEY IS THE DESTINATION!!!

Wishing....

2007-11-09T20:48:00.000+05:30

Wishing up above with all my might

that your every dream comes true,

may you be happy in all you do

and be satisfied too!

May the sun always shine upon your face,

and may everything in your life go well for you.

This wish is sincere, on this festive season

from the bottom of my heart to you...........

IDLE TEARS....

2007-11-09T15:01:00.001+05:30

"Tears, idle tears,

I know not what they mean,

Tears from the depth of some divine despair

Rise in the heart,

and gather to the eyes,

In looking on the happy autumn-fields,

And thinking of the days that are no more.

Fresh as the first beam glittering on a sail,

That brings our friends up from the underworld,

Sad as the last which reddens over one

That sinks with all we love below the verge;

So sad, so fresh, the days that are no more.

Ah, sad and strange as in dark summer dawns

The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds

To dying ears, when unto dying eyes

The casement slowly grows a glimmering square;

So sad, so strange, the days that are no more.

Dear as remembered kisses after death,

And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned

On lips that are for others;

deep as love,

Deep as first love, and wild with all regret;

O Death in Life, the days that are no more!"

~ Alfred, Lord Tennyson, 1809-1892 ~

GENIE...

2007-11-08T22:03:00.000+05:30

Genie lives in a bottle waiting ..

for someone to let her out,

she wonders will anyone ever

rub the right way...

LOOKING BACK....

2007-10-30T20:58:00.000+05:30

Looking back ...

I see what I should have done but did not,

thinking things that were not so,

but I did not know till now,

yet I was lead to believe something all wrong

and then you did let me believe

what I should not have!

Okay I know I should have

have said those words to you,

but now

I am too late...

2007-10-30T20:01:00.000+05:30

People are not always what they seem,

ones you think are for you are not.

It takes a long time before it is shown to you,

but once you know,

back away and

guard your heart at any cost!

NO MORE TEARS...

2007-10-30T19:55:00.000+05:30

Upon this journey we call life

when you think you know it all

and you have all the answers,

indeed ,but then a funny thing happens

and you learn as you begin to get older

and finally realize that you do not know anything,

absolutly nothing!

and it turns out

that you do not have all the answers after all!

So you teach yourself

how not to feel

and what ever you do,

don't show any tears or

any emotion of any kind

and never let them see you sweat

yet your heart still breaks

no matter how hard you try to hide.

Disagree

2007-10-28T21:01:00.000+05:30

You disagree with me
and that is fine with me
but to twist what I say
is not right indeed .......

UPON YOUR LIPS REPRESENTS A FALSE PRIDE

2007-10-28T20:52:00.000+05:30

As your pride stands in between

you and me

and you think you are teaching me something,

seeing what I will do,

you find me to have just as much

stubbornness as you

and now

you wish you had told me things

you did not say as you know

something is missing

just as I have known all along.

Wonder if we will ever...

CRYSTAL BLUE

2007-10-28T20:28:00.000+05:30

Crystal blue am i , though no one knows

or even sees how I feel especially inside.

Crystal blue my tears of sea rolling down ,

my face because of you.

Crystal blue as can be,

the day you went away

as you lied about how you feel for me!

while your pride stands so tall

and you letme think things that are not so!

Crystal blue are you, for letting me go,

doing what you to me to

just leaving you alone.

Crystal blue now the truth is revealed

as we both know we were wrong.

Song

2007-10-27T18:48:00.000+05:30

MERE PIH KO PAWAN

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali, [2]

koi roko meri zindagi le..chali...[2]

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali

koi roko meri zindagi le chali...

Mere pih ko pawan................................

Waqt boya tha, piroya tha..

uske liye....

Maine pal pal sanjoya tha...

uske liye......

Mere din raat ki raushni le chali ....

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...[2]

koi roko meri zindagi le chali...

mere pih ko .........

Zahar hai raat , har raat,

par jeena hai....[2]

ek wade ki khairaat ..par jeena hai..[2]

Mere honto pe this jho hassi le chali.....

Mere pih ko pawan.....

Koi roko meri....zindagi le chali..

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...

Mujhse roothi kahin ,

aur ye judd gayi...

zindagi aajnabi raasta...mudh gayi....[2]

Ek umeed thi aakhri....,

le chali........[2]

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali...

koi roko, meri zindagi le chali......

Mere pih ko pawan kis gali le chali.....

2007-10-25T01:59:00.000+05:30

MUJHE KHABER THI {GAZAL}

2007-10-17T03:17:00.000+05:30

Mujhe khaber thi wo mera nahi paraya tha...[2]

Pa dhadkanon ne usi ko khuda banaya tha....

Mujhe khaber thi....

Mai khwab khwab jise dhoodthi barson

Woh ashk ashk meri aankh mein samaya tha....

Tera qasoor nahin jaan, meri tanhai,

Ye rog maine hi khud jaan ko la gaya tha...

Mujhe khaber thi....

Tamam shahar mein ek wo hai ajnabee mujhse..

Ke jisne geet mera shahar ko sunaya tha...!

Mujhe khaber thi wo mera nahi paraya tha...

Pa dhadkanon ne usi ko khuda banaya tha....!

Sung by latadi and lyric writer: Farat Shahzad.

2007-10-16T19:22:00.001+05:30

I just feel like dying today!

ANOTHER GAZAL...

2007-10-16T16:11:00.000+05:30

ISHQ KI BAATEIN

Ishq ki baatein khwab ki baatein lagti hain

Ab sab raatein sooni raatien lagti hai

Paas gaye toh woh aansoon ki ladiyan thi

Door se tarron ki baaratein lagti hai..

Pyar mohabbat ishq khulooson - mehron wafa

Dil tujh par bhi kitni ghaatein lagti hain

Ek zara sa daag-e-dil dhone ke liye

Ashqon ki kitni barsaatein lagti hain...

Ishq ki baatien khwab ki baatein lagti hai....!

Im Scared!

2007-09-18T01:33:00.000+05:30

There are some defining moments in life. Moments that terrify you and all you have is your faith and hope. You are helpless.Moments when you realize how petty problems like Financial struggles, moving decisions, job choices and small every day dramas are... It doesn't matter in light of the larger issues that you can't control and that change your life.

In a few days from now, again I will be entering a court room without my family being present to support me...!

This is something that has been going on for some time now.

It's a heavy storm cloud that has been overshadowing everything and hasn't gone away.

I can't begin to describe the struggles we've gone through and the tears we've cried over this. It's something that no family wants to go through. You read about things like this in the Newspapers and think

"Oh that wont happen to someone I love."

But it does happen.

I've been acting calm on the outside, confident that all will go well and acting like a pillar of strength. But the truth is that I'm scared and it's hard to confess that without appearing weak. I need to be the strong one; Someone has to keep their cool!

Sometimes...

2007-08-08T04:19:00.000+05:30

"Sometimes it seems like God is difficult to find and impossibly far away. We get so caught up in our small daily duties and irritations that they become the only things that we can focus on. What we forget is that God's love and beauty are all around us, every day, if only we would take the time to look up and see them."

IF ONLY...

2007-08-08T04:06:00.000+05:30

If only I’d done what I said I would do
If only I’d said we could start life anew
And when we finally said good bye
If only we’d kissed when you started to cry

If only I’d said what you already knew
We were made for each other
From the start I’ve loved you
And if one day we had to part
I’d always have a place for you in my heart

2007-07-27T21:55:00.000+05:30

Let me post something simple here:

Sometimes i feel...........

Time does not heal all wounds; it’s just that over time
Your mind and heart shields itself against anyone who wants to come in again

Cry Alone....

2007-07-27T02:35:00.000+05:30

Fearing loneness,

diseased against myself

now

I cry

alone......................!

2007-07-26T02:29:00.000+05:30

I believed him...........

when he said................

he loved me.......................!!!!!

TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS

2007-07-26T01:53:00.000+05:30

Life is a fast lane. Every now and then you will meet new faces and new friends.
But are you such a kind of person who cherishes friendship? If you ask me the same question, my answer is yes of course.
Having a circle of friends is like having a family too. They are there in times of joy and sorrow. A true friend is when she/he is in your side no matter what the world brings.
A person who will give you positive advice and outlook in life.
If you have friends, don't let the time pass by without saying hello personally or through emails.
Inform them that you are still there even if you are time apart.
Even if you are thousands of miles apart. The world now is getting smaller everyday because of the Internet.
Take sometime to send cards through email and you will also be remembered. My friend has contacted me lately because I never forget to sent forward emails to him to read. Don't lose any friends, they might help building your business someday!!!!

A successful Relationship...

2007-07-26T01:44:00.000+05:30

A boy was born to a couple after 11 years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eye. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked his wife To cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter. The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and fascinated by its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died.

The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband. When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.

QUESTIONS: 1. What were the four words?

2. What is the implication of this story?

ANSWER:

The husband just said, "I Love You Darling."

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened.

No one is to be blamed. She had lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband that is what he gave her.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world. Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiving attitude,selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

"A successful relationship requires falling in love many times -with the same person."

The Best We Can Be [honoring our children]

2007-07-25T13:27:00.000+05:30

Everything we do and say in the presence of our children makes an impression on them. We may think we can get away with swearing or gossiping in front of them when they can’t talk, but we have forgotten that just because they can’t talk doesn’t mean they don’t hear. They are sensitive sponges absorbing their environment in ways we will never know. Even if the words don’t make sense to them, they make an impression, as does the energy behind the words. We honor our children when we acknowledge that they are fully present from the very beginning and when we offer ourselves to them in ways that model the best of what humans can be.

When we bring a child into the world, a great welling up of love and hope fills our hearts. We unequivocally want the very best for our children, and we want to be the best parents a child could ever want. We begin to see ourselves and our lives in a different light, and things that seemed okay before we had a child suddenly reveal themselves as problematical. This can lead to a somewhat mincing review of our habits of speech, thought and feeling, our relationships, and our physical habits. We may feel that we have put ourselves under a microscope, which can be stressful. However, it can also lead to a great healing of our own unresolved issues and, in turn, it enables us to be good parents to our children. Talking to other conscious parents about this life transformation can be very helpful.

Our desire to become the best we can be is often strongest at the very beginning of a child’s life and sometimes loses its intensity as we grow accustomed to their presence. However, it is never too late to look at ourselves and notice whether we are offering our best to our children. That original welling up of love and hope can inspire us throughout our lives to be the best we can be.

What do you think?

Biggest..

2007-07-23T18:50:00.000+05:30

The world's biggest power is-

the youth and beauty of a woman.

He'll come some day...One day..!

2007-07-23T05:26:00.000+05:30

Someday he'll come along
the man i love
and he'll be big and strong
the man i love
and when he comes my way
i'll do my best to make him stay
he'll look at me and smile
i'll understand
then in a little while
he'll take my hand
and though it seems absurd
i know we both won't say a word
maybe i shall meet him sunday
maybe monday, maybe not
still i'm sure to meet him one day
maybe tuesday will be my good news day
he'll build a little home
that's meant for two
from which i'll never roam
who would, would you
and so all else above
i'm dreaming of the man i love

You'll say "don't fear your dreams"

2007-07-22T01:50:00.000+05:30

You'll say "don't fear your dreams"

It's easier than it seems

You'll say you'd never let me fall

from hopes so high

But never is a promise

and you can't afford to lie

You'll never live this life that

I liveI'll never live the life

that wakes me in the night

You'll never hear the message I give

You'll say it looks as though

I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows

I see in different lights

The shades and shadows undulate

in my perception

My feelings swell and stretch

I see from greater heights

I realize what I am now

too smart to mention, to you

You'll say you understand

You'll never understand

I'll say I'll never wake up

knowing how or why

I don't know what to believe in

You don't know who I am

You'll say I need appeasing

when I start to cry

But never is a promise

and I'll never need a lie !

Keep Me From Falling...

2007-07-21T21:34:00.000+05:30

Keep me from falling...

YouTube - The Evolution Of Beauty

2007-07-21T17:46:00.000+05:30

YouTube - The Evolution Of Beauty

2007-07-21T06:22:00.000+05:30

All I Want to do....

2007-07-21T05:15:00.000+05:30

And it is so strange

With these eyes

out into darkness

And it is so strange

All they want to do

is sleep

And it is so strange

They want to sleep

through silence

And it is so strange

'Cause I am wide awake

And it is so strange

How all this

could be over

If you would walk in

If you put me to rest

And it is so strange

That my voice

seems to've gone quiet

And even stranger still

That I never will be found

All I want to do

Is to drift away

Hush-a-bye baby

All I want to do is

go to sleep

To sleep, to sleep

Breathing...

2007-07-20T02:10:00.000+05:30

“Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day

is the rest we take between two deep breaths.”

LOVE....

2007-07-20T02:07:00.000+05:30

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot ,

who calls you back when you hang up on him ,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your fore-head,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats..;

holds your hand in front of his friends ,

who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares..

and how lucky he is to have you....

The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

Ahhh.....if only...if only..there were real men likes these,

who existed...!

Unfortunately you can just imagine and dream...

And they exist only in your mind...!

I WISH I COULD HAVE LOVED YOU MORE!

2007-07-18T21:43:00.000+05:30

When you wish upon a star,

makes no difference who you are

Anything your heart desires will come to you

If your heart is in your dreams

no request is too extreme

When you wish upon a star as dreamers do

Fate is kind,

she brings to those who love

The sweet fulfillment of their secret longing

Like a bolt out of the blue,

fate steps in and sees you thru

When you wish upon a star,

your dreams come true

WHY DO YOU?

2007-07-15T21:16:00.000+05:30

Rest not.

Life is sweeping by;

go and dare before you die.

Understanding...

2007-07-15T02:01:00.000+05:30

"It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had."

MARRIAGE

2007-07-15T01:50:00.000+05:30

“A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person”

Marriage statistics are disheartening to look at. Half of marriages end in divorce.

It's a fact, but it isn't the full reality. The statistics don't even take "seperations" into account.

A lot of people are legally married and yet no longer together.

It just costs too much money for the lawyer fees and they don't want to deal with the hassle.

So MORE than half of marriages fail.

Yet people are getting married every day even though the odds are clearly against them succeeding.

Why is that?

I guess it's for the same reason my husband I got married.

We want to believe that we're going to be the small percentage bracket that makes it to the end.

The old couple on the park bench holding hands and gazing into eachother's sagging watery eyes still with the love and passion that we feel today.

I looked forward to growing old with my hubby!

Thats why chose these dolls for the picture;

Its hard to ignore how they both look a little afraid and uneasy!

TEARS

2007-07-15T01:46:00.000+05:30

"Take a good look at my face

you'll see that my smile looks out of place

Just take a look closer

it's easy to trace

the tracks of my tears..."

2007-07-15T01:25:00.000+05:30

"Dreams of Loneliness

Like a heartbeat ..

drives you mad

In the stillness of remembering what you had

And what you lost ...

what you had ...

what you lost..."

-Dreams

When I woke up this morning, I didn't want to get out of bed.

It was just a heavy feeling of sadness that pushed my body deeper into the sheets.

It all felt pointless all of a sudden.

What's the use in fighting?

I should have known it would have ended up this way.

No one ever said life was "Fair"?

Why do we keep believing that it could be?

I rolled over in the bed, hugged my pillow and just drifted back into sleep.

"Sadness Like Water"

2007-06-27T21:36:00.000+05:30

The madness of this world

Cannot be conquered

By the sadness of the world,

But only by the hearts of the world...

Cry Me a River!

2007-06-25T05:59:00.000+05:30

Now you say you're lonely
you cry the whole night through
well, you can cry me a river,

cry me a river

i cried a river over you

now you say you're sorry
for bein' so untrue
well, you can cry me a river,

cry me a river

i cried a river over you

you drove me,

nearly drove me out of my head
while you never shed a tear
remember, i remember all that you said
told me love was too plebeian
told me you were through with me

and now you say you love me
well, just to prove you do
come on and cry me a river,

cry me a river
i cried a river over you
i cried a river over you

i cried a river over you
i cried a river over you

I surrender { Song}

2007-06-25T05:50:00.000+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cl9axmrFnEc

Breathe Me...

2007-06-22T05:55:00.000+05:30

Help, i have done it again
i have been here many times before
hurt myself again today
and, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

be my friend
hold me, wrap me up
unfold me
i am small
i'm needy
warm me up
and breathe me

ouch i have lost myself again
lost myself and i am nowhere to be found
yeah i think that i might break
i've lost myself again and i feel unsafe

be my friend
hold me, wrap me up
unfold me
i am small
i'm needy
warm me up
and breathe me

Somewhere Over The Rainbow...

2007-06-22T05:36:00.000+05:30

Somewhere over the rainbow,

way up high

there's a land that i heard of,

once in a lullaby

somewhere over the rainbow,

skies are blue
and the dreams

that you dare to dream,

really do come true

some day i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where

the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt

like lemondrops
away above the chimney tops
that's where you'll find me

somewhere over the rainbow,

bluebirds fly
birds fly over the rainbow,

why then, oh why can't i?

some day i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where

the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops
away above the chimney tops
that's where you'll find me

somewhere over the rainbow,

bluebirds fly
birds fly over the rainbow,

why then, oh why can't i?
if happy little bluebirds fly,

beyond the rainbow
why, oh why can't i?

Sometimes i wonder....

2007-06-22T05:27:00.000+05:30

Sometimes i think about saturday’s child
and all about the times when we were running wild
i’ve been out searching for the dolphins in the sea
ah, but sometimes i wonder, do you ever think of me
this old world will never change the way it’s been
and all the ways of war won’t change it back again
i’ve been out searchin’ for the dolphin in the sea
ah, but sometimes I wonder, do you ever think of me
this old world will never change....!

WHEN LOVE GOES WRONG!

2007-06-18T04:59:00.000+05:30

MY HEART WILL GO ON...[celine dion]

2007-06-18T04:58:00.000+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO_vFuzPJvc

Dil Ke Arman Aansuon Mein Beh Gaye...

2007-06-18T04:40:00.000+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjnFG30fQvg

WILL U COME AND SAVE ME?

2007-06-18T03:11:00.001+05:30

Holding on.....

For a little happiness...

Holding on....

For a little ...

happiness.................!

Will you come and save me???!

IT HAD TO BE YOU

2007-06-18T03:06:00.000+05:30

It had to be you
It had to be you
I wandered around and finally found
The somebody who
Could make me be true
Could make me be blue
Or even be glad
Just to be sad
Thinking of you
Some others I've seen
Might never be mean
Might never be cross
Or try to be boss
But they wouldn't do
For nobody else gave me a thrill
With all your faults
I love you still
It had to be you, wonderful you
It had to be you
"It Had To Be You"

Lisa Ekdahl

Everytime [Britney spears]

2007-06-18T02:54:00.001+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCn6JRPQV-4

I Run Away...i run away...

2007-06-18T02:46:00.000+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bvxh6ROqugs

LET ME LOVE YOU NEEDLESSLY..

2007-06-18T02:41:00.000+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BG9ueT8SSlo

The wise man does not expose himself needlessly to danger,

since there are few things for which he cares sufficiently;

but he is willing,

in great crises,

to give even his life -

knowing that under certain conditions

it is not worthwhile to live.

(by Aristotle)

From The bottom of my broken heart...

2007-06-18T02:31:00.000+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O39B4gf2ftA

The Time

2007-06-18T02:20:00.001+05:30

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtCuEk2hohE

TODAY I HATE THE WORLD!

2007-06-18T02:02:00.000+05:30

Well,

somewhere there's a rainbow for me,

I know it's my time

I am getting so tired

Of standing in this light

Can't you hear me

cry

Cry, cry, cry, cry...

(Neil Young)

Single Rose...

2007-06-17T21:39:00.000+05:30

A single rose can be my garden...

a single friend,

my world.

StAy.....!!!!

2007-06-13T09:45:00.000+05:30

Don't matter how...

Just stay.

MY Lover WIl Go....

2007-06-12T21:26:00.000+05:30

I’m wondering where you are

Wondering why you had to go

But since you went away

Nothing seems to be the same

Love....

2007-06-12T21:05:00.000+05:30

Immature love says:

'I love you because I need you.'

Mature love says:

'I need you because I love you.'

NOBODY LOVES YOU...

2007-06-12T20:52:00.000+05:30

Nobody loves you when you're down and out
Nobody sees you when you're on cloud nine
Everybody's hustlin' for a buck and a dime
I'll scratch your back and you scratch mine

I've been across to the other side
I've shown you everything, i got nothing to hide
And still you ask me do i love you, what it is, what it is
All i can tell you is it's all show biz

Nobody loves you when you're down and out
Nobody knows you when you're on cloud nine
Everybody's hustlin' for a buck and a dime
I'll scratch your back and you knife mine

Will always stay!

2007-06-12T20:48:00.000+05:30

She'll lead you down a path

There'll be tenderness in the air

She'll let you come just far enough

So you know she's really there

She'll look at you and smile

And her eyes will say

She's got a secret garden

Where everything you want

Where everything you need

Will always stay.....

Landslide....

2007-06-10T19:37:00.000+05:30

I took my love and i took it down
climbed a mountain and turned around

and i saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
'til the landslide brought it down

can't the child within my heart rise above?
can i sail through the changin' ocean tides
can i handle the seasons of my life?
i don't know, i don't know

well i've been afraid of changing'

because i've built my life around you
but time makes you bolder, even children get older
and i'm getting older too

so, take my love, take it down

climb a mountain and turn around
and if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
well the landslide will bring it down
the landslide will bring it down

LOVE ME NO MATTER WHAT!

2007-06-10T19:31:00.000+05:30

We come to love not by finding aperfect person,

but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Love me when I least deserve it,

because that's when I really need it!

Eyes that do not cry, do not see.

2007-06-10T19:26:00.000+05:30

The greater your capacity to love, the
greater your capacity to feel the pain.

Eyes that do not cry, do not see.

I'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU!

2007-06-10T19:20:00.001+05:30

I know you've been hurt
by someone else
i can tell by the way
you carry yourself

but if you'll let me
here's what i'll do
i'll take care of you

i loved and lost
the same as you
so you see i know
just what you've been through

so if you'll let me
here's what i'll do
i got to take care of you

you won't ever have to worry
you won't ever have to cry
i'll be there beside you
to dry your weeping eyes

so honey tell me
that you'll be true
'cause there's no doubt in my mind
i know what i want to do

and just as sure as
one and one are two
i just got to take care of you

i'll take care of you

WHEN YOURE DOWN AND OUT!

2007-06-10T05:56:00.000+05:30

i've been across the water now

so many times
i've seen the one eyed witchdoctor

leading the blind

and still you ask me

do i love you,

what you say,

what you say

everytime i put my finger on it,

it slips away
well i get up in the morning

and i'm looking in the mirror to see,

ooo wee

then i'm lying in the darkness

and i know i can't get to sleep,

ooo wee
nobody loves you when you're old and grey
nobody needs you when you're upside down
everybody's hollerin'

'bout their own birthday
everybody loves you

when you're six foot in the ground!

I wont give up!

2007-06-10T05:50:00.000+05:30

Don't care what people say

Just follow my own way

Don't give up and loose the chance

To return to innocence

That's not the beginning of the end

That's the return to myself

The return to innocence ...

PANDORA"S BOX..

2007-06-10T05:45:00.000+05:30

Until then,

mankind lived life

in a paradise without worry....

2007-06-10T05:34:00.000+05:30

For butterfly kisses...

sticking little white flowers ,

all up in hair!

ITS NOTHING AT ALL..

2007-06-09T18:57:00.000+05:30

(...)

Well we're travelin' light

Gonna speed through the night

Only now you recall

It means nothing at all

You were stuck in a dream

And you wanted to scream

But it's nothing at all

No it's nothing at all

(...)